A little confession.

While it may seem that I am mostly an upbeat, outgoing kinda person and i can get out of bad moods quickly, it is not always that way.

You see, I often forget a lot of the things I post about doing. I often forget to take a deep breath and take a break. I forget to try to be a nicer person. I forget to try to get out of my bad mood. I sometimes even forget to Pray about it.

Sometimes it makes me feel like a bit of a hypocrite. I'm always posting about "when i do this, i feel better! Maybe you should try it." "When i do that, it helps me a lot! I think it might help you too." Etc etc, but i forget them all the time.

But then i think, you know what? I posted that because it helped me a few times. I might not remember it all the time, sometimes i may not do it just because i dont want to. but maybe it will help someone else. Maybe someone will stumble across
it when they are having a bad day, and maybe it will help them out.

So I guess this is sorta another one of those posts. I just posted about something that made me feel better! And you know what, I hope to remember it. I hope to remember why I post these things. I want to inspire others. I want to give others good ideas. I want to express my passions and beliefs. I want to serve God.

Actually in real life, I'm kind of a shy person. I tend to keep to myself sometimes, and I'm often times afraid to express things because I'm afraid it could be a form of bragging or showing off or something. But then I think, what if I inspire some one through expressing something? But then I think, what if I'm really just being a show off? I guess it's just one of those balancing things. I don't want to keep to myself too much, but i don't want to be a show off.

Sometimes those balancing things are the hardest for me. I always feel like I'm doing one or the other, and can't get them balanced. Hopefully I will get better at balancing those things with time, patience and Prayer. I'm not perfect. But I'm gonna keep trying to be better, even if i forget sometimes. It's never too late.

I guess that's the end of my little confession thingy.


Well, I hope you all had a Blessed Christmas and a wonderful new year, and I hope that God blesses you abundantly throughout the year!!!!

P.S. Maggie's birthday is next Monday! I am planning on writing a post about some interesting and some funny facts about Maggie, so be on the look out!